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An Honest Accounting

Carole Stone
Carole Stone
By Lucas Hunt

“Late”

Carole Stone

Turning Point, $17

 

It’s never too late to take inventory of your life, because the end always comes too soon. For Carole Stone, the time is now. “Late” is the poet’s most recent collection and catalogs the moments following a diagnosis of cancer. The book is divided into four sections: “After,” “Beginnings,” “Late,” and “Out East.” And more than just a prelude to the end, the poems are a decisive journal of rebirth.

“Late” reads like a memoir. There is a clear narrative force behind the poetic language that elevates it to a survivor story without drama. Ms. Stone depicts her world as it is, with tender recognition of the ephemeral nature of things and unsentimental praise for its essential being. It’s not so much an ode to life, but an honest account of details and circumstances through the poet’s eyes:

 

Seaweed drying, 

shells without clams,

like my uterus touched by death.

 

Along the path, like a nomad

who awakens to an oasis,

I find a beach plum.

 

Purple juice squeezed out,

its bitter flesh touches 

my lips, my tongue. 

 

In the shadow of all 

that is hard to bear, 

this next dark phase of my life,

 

isn’t being born enough? 

I’m glad to be moving, 

even sideways like a crab

 

crawling back into the water

on my way 

to where words drop off.

 

The poem “Dread” may be fixed on fear, yet something greater happens. The poet is “glad to be moving” and escapes the trap of suffering on her way “to where words drop off.” The initial response to painful news may be to deny the full reality of it. Ms. Stone writes about an experience with cancer in a way that delves into the process of treatment and recovery without succumbing to cliché. In “After,” the book’s opening section, the poet faces adversity her own way and offers a refreshing look at life going on despite the diagnosis.

In many ways, “Late” symbolizes the chance we have to take stock of our existence at any time. The next section, aptly called “Beginnings,” features poetry of remembrance. When faced with death, what essentially matters?

 

Summer surrounds me,

gust of wind, 

a Long Island beach, 

 

salt smell of time past,

at the Jersey shore in August,

aunts and uncles in a circle

 

on striped beach chairs, gossiping.

No talk of my mother and father

in their graves.

 

Washed up broken shells shine 

like the small diamond chips 

of my mother’s wedding band.

 

I’ve worn it and worn it 

for so many years,

like bits and pieces

 

of her short life.

Her ring has not worn down,

fits my finger perfectly, 

 

like the beach shells 

which were once whole.

The sun radiates 

 

from the tiny yellow shells. 

Goodbye I cry 

from my end-of-summer heart. 

The poem “Shells” captures the particulars of a summertime experience. Images of broken shells evoke a mother’s absence, which portends the inevitable disappearance of the poet, too. It’s after looking back that we are able to see ahead more clearly, and Ms. Stone balances this paradox like a tightrope-walker, with a casual expression on her face. Her poetry is from the heart sophisticated; like a mother’s love it contains multitudes and provides for the unexpected. 

In the third section of the book, the poet is more extroverted and imagines life and death simultaneously in the world. There’s a liberation from duality and a return to normality with new awareness. She contemplates losing a partner while waiting for a bus, the fallacy of perfection while cutting an apple, her granddaughter’s piano playing, what her last request on earth would be, the beauty of Verona Park at dusk, and reading “Finnegans Wake” with a book group. The poetry is full of appreciation for what remains.

The final section, “Out East,” portrays the simple and enchanted life we live on the East End. It’s easy to write too much about idyllic places and kill your subject. Better to be brief and let those things of beauty speak for themselves, to participate in the aesthetic of near silence. 

 

I can only tell in images 

what painters copy — 

 

the heron taking flight,

the nesting cormorants, 

the Queen Anne’s lace,

leaning into the wind.

 

In poems like “Plein Air,” Ms. Stone is at her best. Poets give everything to write such economical lines. They say it all. Yet I have to quote one more passage from a poem titled “Bric-a-Brac” because of its humor and Byronic charm.

 

Death’s been charmed away 

by chemo and chance.

An AARP article says to spell out 

last wishes in advance.

 

Lucas Hunt is the author of three books of poetry, “Lives,” “Light on the Concrete,” and the forthcoming “The Muse Demanded Lyrics.” Formerly of Springs, he is the director of Orchard Literary and the founder of Hunt & Light, a publisher of poetry.

Carole Stone’s previous collection of poems was “Hurt, the Shadow.” A professor emerita of English at Montclair State University, she lives part time in Springs.

 

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